catch me if you can

Not like everyone read this journal but..

2008-11-24T18:40:47Z

I've moved somewhere else more private, pretty and comforting. From now, this will only serve as a journal for unnecessary rants and random musings. This is as far as you can get. Goodnight Sunshine.

Seriously..

2008-11-09T15:10:09Z

How much does it really take to make one contented? I don't understand how so many people can be so unhappy with their lives when they have nothing important fret about. I really just wanna tell it to their face how lucky they already are and to count their blessings.

I guess we are all love-able,

2008-10-22T16:43:48Z

though most of the time we feel there isn't any love-ables around us.
But do we really think how un-love-able we can be to many people as well?

love,
un-love-able love-able

Again?

2008-10-19T16:47:45Z

ON? :D

lovelyflings @ 2008-06-12T23:16:00

2008-06-12T15:22:43Z

I'm putting it here since I can only find the original version (which I totally hate).

lovelyflings @ 2008-06-12T23:16:00

2008-06-12T15:20:25Z

I'm putting it here since I can only find the original version (which I totally hate).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-06-06T15:32:50Z

BRANDON
BRIAN
JEREMIAH
KANG MING
DANIEL

and in 31 more minutes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON JON JON JON JON JON JON JON JON! LOVEE YOUU MUAAHHH!

:D

It all began @ 1.55am

2008-06-05T18:17:44Z

1.55am
I contemplate to do my monthly log..

2.01am
still contemplating..

2.02am
i think of an excuse in case of a late submission..

2.04am
I came up with four excuses so I decided I should reward myself by reading 1 random person's facebook and friendster profile.

2.05am
I looked through the recent update list, it was boring.

2.06am
I decide I should pick a person I feel would entertain.

2.07am
I clicked on someone who left a comment on my profile.

2.08am
I looked at the profile and comments and thought okayyy interesting.. but seriously?!

2.09am
so I clicked on another person who commented on the person-who-commented-on-my-profile-page's profile page.

2.10am
WTF FUCKING STUPID. FUCKING 20 FUCKING 23 FUCKING STUPID OH MY GOODNESS FUCKING FUCKING STUPID..

2.11am
Okay I decided I should judge, like I said in my previous entry.

2.12am
I click on another reliable source to double confirm if this two people are really stupid.

2.13am
I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID IN MY PREVIOUS ENTRY. THESE PEOPLE ARE CONFIRM STUPID. JUST NOW GOT TWO NOW GOT THREE ONE 23 TWO 20 AND ALL SUPER STUPID.

2.14am
It agitated me enough to create some form of adrenaline rush so I felt like doing my log.

2.16am
I dunno what to write. I still cannot get over how stupid these people were and still are.

2.17am
I think I should sleep bye you want to know ask me or else just say, you wasted your time reading this.Gd night.

Lesson for all

2008-06-03T18:22:53Z

Don't judge when you don't have a reason to.

Actually, don't judge at all.

lovelyflings @ 2008-05-19T23:28:00

2008-05-19T15:28:59Z

cause we never had to try so hard.

Defensive

2008-05-17T15:37:15Z

who's not?

You are never that great at all

2008-05-13T15:55:58Z

You were a bartender, a technician, a pilot,
You're clothed in labels head to toe.
You always have the latest Apple,
and you're invited to every fashion show.

There's almost nothing you've never done,
Almost nothing you cannot get.
Almost nothing you've not known,
and almost nothing you've not had.

Almost, almost, almost,
Almost nothing impossible.
Almost nothing impossible,
except youself.

So pretty fly, please fly by.
Cause you are never that great at all,
Cause you are never that great at all.

Where is luck when i need it?

2008-05-07T16:28:13Z

Am I just born unlucky or has good luck yet to come by my way? I'm telling myself it's the latter. The glass is always half full :)

Sing you a song.

2008-04-14T16:03:44Z

"First day of my life"
Bright eyes

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

Happy Birthday,

2008-04-11T13:10:30Z

sweetheart.

030408

2008-04-02T17:32:27Z

Hmm i feel better. Everyday feels is so much more than a passing number now. xoxo.

2012

2008-04-02T16:35:40Z

If the world should ever come to an end then, how do you want to spend your last days on Earth?

-

2008-03-31T15:42:04Z

Sometimes I really feel I get the worst of everything. But I know that's not true and I should feel really fortunate. But really you don't know how I feel and what I'm going through. Just because I don't, doesn't mean I'm not.

Workaholic for zee next 10 years, shopaholic forever after.

2008-03-28T16:05:55Z

Just kidding I wish. Actually I love work, even though I seem be complaining non stop about twit clients (with extra emphasis on those from the M to the O the Fucking E, sorry Imah hehe), whining about long work hours and short figured pay, and cursing myself and work cause it made me so tired I sleep like a pig on bus rides and finally on my way to work yesterday I slept so soundly I dropped my ezlink unknowingly and you know what I JUST REMADE IT FIVE DAYS AGO. REMADE so I'm going to make it for the THIRD time again. Well it's okay. I'm telling myself such money can be earned back.Yes Crystal learn to be positive learn to be positive. Goodnight.

My life could be worthless

2008-03-26T16:05:22Z

I think He's punishing me, making me feel like I should have regretted whatever decisions I made in the past. and i know one day He's gonna take everything away because all good things come from Him. Not like life is exactly good for me now but I'm really preparing myself to lose it all one day, to have Him take back what is His. But I think I'll understand and I won't even ask why or say no. I just love learning things the hard way.

x-o-x-o-x-o

2008-03-18T16:13:42Z

true and blue-shit,
do you see what i see?

:)

2008-02-22T18:47:46Z

twee mwoo hwools!

The world needs some lovin'

2008-02-20T06:02:37Z

When you make two big commitments, of which both want 100% of your efforts, they are never gonna understand how hard you're trying to give them both, EACH, your 110%. Wait, they are never even gonna believe you're trying hard enough and condemn you for being a useless, incompetent, worthless. They don't say it but you know it's in their heads. Oh World, when will your beauty ever show.

lovelyflings @ 2008-02-18T21:52:00

2008-02-18T13:58:08Z

Why do people like to read about the lives of people whom they detest?

N.E.R.D

2008-02-15T18:43:03Z

four more dayz and it's partyy timee.